Thursday, September 27, 2007

Happy Birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!


Look look!!!!


I am happy, you should be happy, let's all be happy!!!! Never mind many around us are sour plums. We hate sour plums. Sour plums suck. Oh hohohohoho~~ Today is a good day! I forgot to set my alarm last night but fat mother woke us all up happily. Nice! Though I forgot to bring my laptop... sigh..... lots of SS are impeded.... ARGH!!! -runs around in frenzied circles-









Time passes relatively fast, doesn't it? Alot of things seem like they just happened yesterday. Hmm... It's your birthday again! =) Little Flips a year older lol.... -imagines Flips running around in frenzied circles, then giggles into a cup of hot coffee and cookies-



I want to treat you right, treat you well! =) Once again~ Happy Birthday darling! Can't wait to see ya~~~~ Shall we zoom back to my place later to do some mad cooking?!! Hooray!!

Sunday, September 09, 2007

A Long Car Ride

I always had the conception that major Singapore roads always led to another. Today, at about 4pm, I realised this was not always the case...

I had failed to take a picture of the end of Seletar Road when I was there because some equally weird dodgy guy was seemingly lost there too... So off I sped... Unglam.

Following the roads where it will take me, I went onto Lim Chu Kang Road, and drove past many farms, even a goat farm before arriving at the end of the road.... And I have a picture of the road sign to prove it. One which I have never before came across in Singapore...

The end of the road. Car road at least... But the seas beckon!

And thus, I found a secret spot of Singapore. Well, a forgotten spot at least... Tranquil but.. a little smelly and urrmmm fishy...


A pier... well sort of... made of wooden planks leading all the way out to sea.

And below is the final exciting picture of my little adventure ride today... One which did me much good.


End of the pier. Complete with wooden stilts and boats that one might pretend to be gondolas.


There, I spent a good 10 minutes at least... Just standing there. But the sun was bloody hot...

Truth be told, I was afraid. Didn't quite like the signs. I don't want to be at the end of the road. The feeling's terrible, empty and.... very lonely.

A date is different from staying at home. It should be enjoyable and special. And I'm sorry I haven't seem to be able to give you that. I do miss, and I do love the rides we go on, the trips we make, the movies, the outings, the food, everything. I have disappointed you many times I know... I do wish I could be better and so much more. There is truth in the things you say, though they hurt an awful lot, so I do make it a point to listen to you. But increasingly, I feel inadequate in so many areas, I don't quite know how to go about it. The feeling of losing you each time is so real and very very painful. I understand the meaning of the world crashing down on you. It feels so horrid I cannot begin to describe it. The panic, the loss, and I suppose very raw heart-wrenching pain.

Being sparkly shouldn't just mean I try to pick you up when you're down, or give you laughters, I should try to infuse into the lives we lead, the things we do, the company we keep. So yes, I'm gonna try to realise it in our daily lives. I do want to take you places, to make you feel happy and proud of me. I am proud of you. And I love you very much. Hope you do feel you can trust your life with me and come to the end of the road together.