To My Girlfriend

To all the guys who have let you down or slipped by, I'm not feeling sad for them. At all. Else I could never have had the fortune of a lifetime to be together with you. you you you~~~

I just read your postings. And might I add, I feel so much from them: how you feel, the whole lovey-dovey festive atmosphere, and us. Rhos was rather moved to tears also. Darling, I WILL do whatever it takes, and ALL I may give to our life together. I remember I made the promise to you about how I'm gonna make it a point to remember to not throw a temper at you. Ok, maybe I do get a bit grumpy sometimes, well... yeah sometimes... But you have been so lovingly accomodating. And you put in so much effort to let me know you love me, I feel... honoured, spoilt, almost... to that feeling you wrote... tears from happiness and bliss. I think about you alot you know... And the thoughts pop up arbitrarily anytime anywhere, on trains, on buses, bathrooms, bed, dog-walking, blogging etc. And all the times, I smile. Sweetly. Sheepishly. Kinda like Abby in Chicken Little. Hehe~~ Love-struck!!!

I also remember the little-shy statement of how someone would want to hunt me down amongst the fluffy clouds and marry me again. Thank you sweetie. I wish I could say it's because of the festive season that I'm feeling all this lovey-dovey, sticky, melted... but its not~~~ It's you and your words and what you do for me. In a good way, I wonder sometimes have I saved the world or something unknowingly, what else have I ever done to deserve you.

Something you wrote caught something similar I felt too: that being the smoke from just-lit candles. Yes~~~~ Exactly!!! Sweetie, not only are you incredibly glam, beautiful and fragrant, you are intelligent, witty, humourous, loving, caring, sensuous and cute. There are some things I am not I know, but at least I hope to be always reassuring and there for you. If words can't work, may I offer you this pair of sweaty palms. Oh, the tummy and shins are at your darling disposal also. In fact, the whole of me, my body, my heart, my love is all yours~

Yours and yours alone.