When words are over-spoken, I guess it must get really hell of irritating to the listener... And the speaker is stuck. Wish ... I also dunno what I wish... I just wish these wrong things I do will just disappear. Check myself.

Don't make such a big effort on your part to have to avoid places that would tempt me, or even to try and keep yourself chirpy and happy around me so that I won't feel down... Hoping you could just be yourself, want you to be happy as yourself... I feel pathetic you have to go to such pains to yourself to do this.... please don't darling....

I can do this.