Darling , I know you mean well for me... I know you try to make a very big conscious effort to "hold my hand" and try to cushion things and make it merry for me when I have to go do things like "the first day at work" etc. But you really shouldn't tire yourself out doing that... I don't want it to tire you out. If it wears you out, you should tell me about it, and don't... It will result in burnout you know... Dun want that happening to ya sweetie...

I wish I could smile and say something nice, I really wish I could... but its alittle difficult... Some really hurting comments tonight. I guess it hurts because somewhere in me I know you aren't being spiky, you were just being truthful about about irked you. Thank you, really, for telling me... I love you sweetheart.