Sigh, you know, my words have never before failed me, failed to comfort somebody. And it's pathetic I can't seem to even do that for you, a boyfriend who can't even give the girlfriend solace. But still, I would try, and will always keep trying. It's important to me, for you have given me the comfort and support nobody else could have ever given me. I hope to do the same for you.
Guess your mum said what I felt very nicely. Everything has its time and place. Place your trust and faith there and persevere in what you want. I know its difficult to swallow when our will is not in line with His Will. But resolution doesn't mean getting it our way, or being comfortable with what we're dealt with. Trying to come to terms with what we are facing is part of the trials. Besides, I feel that you're merely standing at a point of the road where you still can't see where it turns or leads to. Walk on first, if not we can never be sure or see where we're headed. Things work in strange miraculous ways, that's what I believe. I never thought I would say, or believe so trongly in what I';m about to say but: Trust Him, for you are a very sweet and nice person. Reality should be the one that defeats, don't let paranoia get to you. Walk on to see where this goes...
And... urmm... I feel that being number one is too tiring... and it is a myth. A painful myth. Sorry if it's jarring... sigh...
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