Flipped at 2am

Hello~~~ -Yawn-

It's about 2AM of this sunday morning.... Dark skies loom beneath my quarter-opened eyes. Miss you. Hug please? Hehe

Ahem... took out your letter to read again. Seems like so many things I didn't quite manage to address over at your place. Sorry you didn't quite like the letter I wrote you. Well, it isn't because I had nothing to write to you, just wrote what came to me, so sorry it sounded more like a memo. But it's not supposed to be~~~ -zaaap- Ok, but I do admit there was nothing spectacular about it...

"A tutorial mate who became this sweet, ... .... ... " lol~~ Sigh... yes, I think it would have been fun to be in Wall's classes with you sweetheart. Two's definitely good company. Double the fun for us, double the agony for him... hmmm....

Sweets, I treasure you I do. So I suppose since you wrote about it, you would know how I felt during times I upsetted you and you had to go away. The heart literally feels like it shatters instantaneously into so many tiny pieces onto the floor. The pain seems to drop all the way from your heart endlessly down, pulling and tugging with brute force. And the mind whirls into this blank, the mind seems to melt, can't think. Everyone, everything before me melts, disappears, becomes unimportant as you disappear from my line of sight. The panic grips. I could have sworn the anxiety almost feels painfully sour in you. And there you have, the fears of losing you. Since the day you sashayed in, I had never wanted to see you go. Now, there comes the increasing confidence, the desire, the irreplaceable need... to be one with you for all time to come. I really can't picture going to Italy with anyone else. I want to sit down to quiet dinners of pasta and wine with only you. This world is rather beautiful, and though I will never be able to see all it has to offer, I think it would be nice to stroll through whatever we can together. Even if it's only Sentosa ahem... =P

And if you would permit to say it again, yes my love, share a kitchen with me please. I can't do without you. I've tried before and I know, more so now, that I'll never be able to quit you.

I see faint sunlight?? Oh... MRT repair train lights... Sleepy... off then.. I wanna hold your flippers soon~~~ Heehehee. You = Divine.