As I looked at my own blog, it was with some surprise to realise it really has been quite a while since I last posted anything lol~ Sure dont feel that long~
Didn't feel that fantastic yesterday cause I had a headache and according to Kylie Minogue and my girlfriend, I was burning up. Lol~~
However, yesterday also gave me many touching moments, courtesy of Flippers. Darling, people do fall sick from time to time, don't be too worried or sad for me kie. When I saw your face, that worried grave look, first in school and then at my place again, I felt sad too. It's really nothing too serious alright sweetheart, and more importantly, I hope you aren't feeling any bit of guilt whatsoever because it's nothing along that line, please alright? =)
I love it when you gave me the massage on the forehead. For that moment, I could swear it wasn't the headache that made me slightly dazed and light-headed. It was you. It's really something of a very happy luxury to be able to gaze at you. To run the eyes up and down that long, soft hair. Then the forehead, and gradually the perfect eyebrows and lashes to the knowing eyes. There's always something about gazing right into your eyes I can't quite describe. But yes, I love it. It's almost as if I spiral madly and fall endlessly. And yes, of course we wouldn't forget, the red luscious lips. Hmm tempting. Even a slight pout or a little crooked smile is enough to melt me. I told you this before right, well.. I love your skin, the fair tone, the flawless smoothness. It's very beautiful just to even look already, much less feel. The neck, the collar-bone... Ahem. This is the point where a significant amount of restraint and mental moral muscles have to be deployed to pull the eyes back on proper tracks... =P
It feels wonderful when you are drying me up with the towel also. It really really really feels very intimate, a very sweet warm homely sensation. Well, at least that was before the lingering kiss on the back....
Remember this line that you said to me "I don't mind, we could have sore throat together". You don't know the impact of that line on me... Sigh... given your fear of throat issues, I didn't think it was an easy thing for you to say sweetie.... Silly silly sweetie.... If Hollywood had to express how I felt onto film right, they would have done one of those cliff-hanging scenes where I would be hanging on for dear life, gradually losing grip and giving up. There you'll be, looming over me, all cool and glam, tugging at me with all your might, refusing to let go, saying something silly, sacrificial and sentimental like "if we go down, we go down together". =)
Well, sweetie, I'm saying this for the dunno how many time, but it's really very sweet and gracious of you to appreciate and enjoy the cooking. I shall try to explain somehow that warm feeling it gives me. Other people, my mother and brother included, have told me before they think the cooking is good, but it's a totally different feeling when you sit down, smell the food, smile and savor it together with me. Yes.... glad to cook for you a lifetime ahem....*notice despite being all mushy and giddy with love, I do not fall into the trap of saying something like I shall wash the dishes too and all other household chores lol*
Today, we went Yum cha, with your whole family. Haha~ quite lively and fun I must say. What with a summary of weird jokes, quotes and bad sayings.
Malice - mother of lice
LOSY
in cognito - in cornetto
Lol.... sigh hmm.... wondering if I should write these down though... The girlfriend has recently taken to showing off lotsa incriminating stuff, both written and verbal. Hmmm....
I sense that this afternoon's short visit is not gonna be the last anytime soon for that horrible old monster- Grouchy. It's pretty amazing though because I know you are pretty capable of handling it, even if you take a bit of time. For me, sometimes, when it strikes, it can have such an ugly effect on me.... sigh
Read your posting and there were some things that struck me... minds that have been opened can never be shrunk down to size again... I guess so... I used to think that too last time when I attempt to reason out why it is that I find it difficult sometimes to fit into the family. Don't get me wrong, my family is nice, and I like my family, parents and brother, but I can feel it in me when we spend an extended amount of time together that there is a gap in understanding. I feel sad. I wish there wasn't. There were so many times I wished I could undo the things I did, the steps I took, so this cursed mind wouldn't be what it is today, intellectually or emotionally.
Oh well.... I digress...
Yup! Whatever the case, I agree, I think you should just enjoy this last semester and university classes, Lit classes. I like what you said about Yeoh, super cool. "He has made great changes in my life at times when I didn't yet know I needed them" Very nice... Took this one line only, no need to cite, or block or leave footnote etc la right?
To conclude, I'm really okay with changes in plans, or cancellations of it. I understand perfectly sweetie. And in fact, I rather that. Anything as long as it works for you darling. That would be the best for me too. =) Off to try and finish up Genesis...
*MMUUUUUUUUAAAACCCCCKKKKKKKKK!!!!*
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